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Journal Entry: Mon Jul 7, 2014, 12:11 PM


So I've been 3Ambitions right from the very start of my use of devaintart but a lot has changed since then.
I no longer care about those original 3 ambitions which i think one was surfing, play guitar and who knows what the 3rd one was! And so on reflection I'm not the same person I was back then, I've changed, a lots changed so I felt my user name should change as well.

Todays I had a bit of a personal moment when I realised that I'm ready to grow up. I have a great partner and we've been engaged a long time now. I'm 27 and I've become aware of the fact that I had amazing and fun dreams of working for companies like Disney and being an animator but I lack the drive to see it through and there's no shame in admitting that, it won't spoil my love of the medium and I'll carry on watching their movies regardless so it doesn't matter.  Who know,maybe if I have kids they'll get to do what I never did.

But despite this sudden need to be more adult I won't stop drawing or attempting to make Art (not sure you could call it that!) but I just feel like its time to stop living in my dream world pretending that one day I'll be in America or some ware similar being an animator, its a sad thing to watch a dream die but its just an ideal of a career and thats it.

In return I'm also going to try and be better with my money and also spend less on physical, pointless things like expensive phones and stuff I don't actually need. That way if I decide to go traveling or something, I'm less weighed down by cr*p like direct debits and bills and things and I can just go, without having to put things in place.

I do want to travel. I would still very much like to be a teacher in Japan and once Jay my partner has his Degree we can go out there together or any ware tbh so I'm just waiting for that time.

In the mean time I'll carry on doing random doodles and drawings etc but I just feel like,I've changed so,so should the name.

  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: clean bandits
  • Reading: Neil Gaiman, American Gods
  • Watching: The Good Wife
  • Playing: nothing :(
  • Eating: terrys chocolate orange
  • Drinking: coca cola

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kartinka75 Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2013
Thanks for the fav!;)
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nickalive Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012  Professional General Artist
thanks for the fav
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aramintaXkazemaru Featured By Owner May 3, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fave! :iconpervysiobhanplz:
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JACAC Featured By Owner May 2, 2012
h e l l o . Jessica:wave:
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Jessica-Ink Featured By Owner May 3, 2012
thank you for thanking me for faving your work :) 3000 favs is amazing! I just looked t your page and actually I've some of your work on devaintart before and loved the piece "contrast of" its a perfect image to show that change in times and views which have actually taken place over a very short period of time,so no wonder the lady was staring at the poster :) you have quite the eye for compisition too. Your work has nice angles and view points so just keep it up.
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w e l l . t h a n k . y o u . a n d . i . w i l l . t r y . =)
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Fluffytheartist Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave on my first ever DD!
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Jessica-Ink Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2012
good luck with getting more :)
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Jessica-Ink Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2012
aww thank you what a lovely message :)
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